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sunday

Zero point five wine. One hundred percent us.

new espresso machine life

Espresso toe beans.

off

let a lot go today.​

about the ritual

I can pretend​

looks decent

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can’t stop but wanna stop

twice a day. a bonus at lunch. another rx for two pills twice a day as needed. fading scars but weeks of missing memories. 

a protruding pacemaker in my chest that goes off every three minutes. and still epilepsy is mysterious in too many ways.